Sitting in front of him, feeling his knees, hands on my shoulders … warm hands … light touch …

One of the hands wanders towards the belly between my breasts… a light pressure and I lean back … against a strong shoulder … close my eyes … wait … consciously I give myself into his hands…

He takes a rope. I hear him open it. His arm, which until now has held me pressed against him, seeks my hand, pulling it exactly to the place where his had been before. The rope wraps around my wrist. With light pressure it closes. I know it’s tight through a knot. The first step to defenselessness.

He takes his time. I perceive that our breath has taken on the same rhythm … our hearts beat in unison … we are completely relaxed. I enjoy its warmth and the feeling of being in tune with each other….

Leisurely he gets my 2nd arm … ties the hands together. I follow every movement in my head, know exactly where the ropes should be and how they are knotted. The first loop wraps around my upper body with a steady pull. The 2nd layer follows, a little firmer. Oh, he knows exactly what he is doing and he conveys that to me very clearly. The 2nd rope is whipped up and the next layers of rope wrap around me. I am already absorbed in my little infinite world. I feel his hands, his body, hear his breath on my ear … I perceive every movement very clearly and yet as if through a fog … He plays with the rope and with me goes through my head … but this is only a short flash of thought … while I feel a hand sliding along my neck, a short pressure …. did I imagine that?

He wraps me in ropes, pulls me here, touches me there … so many impulses … I am caught in a net full of feelings and stimuli …

After 1 1/2 hours, he told me later, he untied me again …. lying safely in his arms … At some point I open my eyes and look at him… his eyes sparkle, reflect his feelings … unbelievable to see this satisfaction, this happiness …

This is what happened at the SeilPassion tethering regulars’ table in October 2017. We met that night and never saw each other again … but he gave me a profound unique experience that I will never forget …